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1342
01:43
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the difference between what I say and what I want to is like a simple goodbye and telling you how important you are in my life
We caught the references to 1342
I'll send you letters when I remember to buy stamps
When I figure out how to package myself without seeming like an emotional wreck
So maybe that's next year
What good does time serve when you're missing your friends? Stretched out across pacific and Atlantic oceans
I'm not a stranger to needing to leave like you
We do what we need to, stretch our hearts across the continent just to feel something
Next time I talk to you, it'll feel like something. Even if it's just longing.
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pop punk and cry
02:17
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I’m loading out, cause nothing stays the same
friends they leave, and faces fade away
some people die, while others live in shame
waiting for the rain or last year to come back again
another town, you’re out of place
a couple years ago you felt that here
now i can’t walk these broken streets
without seeing your face everywhere
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go home
01:40
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Left to get home, making tracks in the snow, follow steps like I wasn't alone and
You're contentious and I'm questioning why I just can't trust it when somebody is being nice
You wear your heart on your sleeve, I like to tuck mine away. Feeling mushy like spring time, like everyday.
Light a cig and laugh, watch the sun rise on the canal where we walked a thousand times
I'm by the mountain now. You took the ocean route. We share horizon lines across days of drives.
Tear ducts and kind words. Sentimental like all the time. Writing letters and track lists for care packages.
Where do you call home? Will it ever feel the same? Or is it shifting?
When you get home, will you call me to let me know that you made it? That you made it okay?
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long day
01:18
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Sorry it's been a long day and I'm not charming anymore. But if you wanna flip the tape, or wanna go to the back porch I'd like to stay for just one more cigarette.
Sorry it's been a long day and I didn't get yr text but if you wanna make another Tuesday night I'd love to bike to your place and just stay in.
Sorry it's been a long day and I smoke too much but if you don't mind my raspy voice id like to call you after class just to check in.
Sorry it's been a long day but I'm glad that it ends with you around a kitchen table and some tapes you'd recommend.
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dtyl
02:33
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no there’s nothing you can say to make this change
cause holy shit i fucking hate this place
its kinda terrifying i can barely breath
fuck looking back, but when i do
im so amazed that we could ever get this far
getting thru those winters was fucking hard
and i dont know, but i know every pill i swallow
hell they all just leave me hollow,
17 was fucking awful
and if you knew me when i was a kid
would you laugh at me like everybody else did
no i won’t forget, nights wasted thinking of the past
does it fill you with regret, cause there's no going back
and if you knew me, when i first came out
would you hate me as much as i hate myself
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marlboro 27
02:08
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How have you been the last couple of weeks, haven't really seen you much
I've been laying around, drying my eyes and the roses I bought. I oughtta be busy with my to do lists and people I wanna see. I've just been busy rewriting the person I think that id rather be.
I tried to save you a Marlboro 27. Thought that they were kind of sweet and harsh like you always cut me off before I was done and I finished off the pack when you never showed up.
There are reasons why I don't wanna explain how I've been the last couple of weeks and it's nothing new, just curling up with Delueze or missing friends in the southwest or coming home to brood. There are reasons why I don't wanna explain how I've been the last couple of weeks and I've been stuck in my head with ideals of who you'd rather spend your time with and what could I do aside from save you a Marlboro 27 cause they are kind of sweet and harsh like you oughtta get the fuck out of my head. You oughtta get the fuck out of my head.
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silver bloom
02:57
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I sighed all night of solstice saying goodbye to girls I could have loved. Tomorrow's a full moon and I know it means nothing to you.
Now I hide under blankets, counting days down until the next year. The last two were bent on breakdowns, you won't be surprised if the next one kills you.
You spent last year in the darkroom, watching silver catch and bloom. All those things that used to feel true, now they start to bore you. You spent last year watching silver bloom, wondering if you could grow too. You spend last year watching silver bloom, wondering if you could grow too.
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not bitter
01:46
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i thought i saw your face downtown today
and it made me wana run away
this place hasnt felt the same since you were there for me
were you really? naw
these day i surround myself with those that comfort me
distract me from reality
but still, keep wishing it was 2013
fuck everything
ive been thinking about you this winter
wishing that i could forget you,
your name
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